Here's a peek into my thought processes at the moment ...
I just entered Bitter Like Orange Peel into ABNA. Yay! ... bet I don't even make it through the first round.
I'm going to Canada in one month! Yay! ... but then I have to come back home and I bet I'll get depressed.
I'm running the Steinbeck Fest in Ithaca this year! Yay! ... I bet no-one turns up.
I've got this awesome new job which has blessed me with a little financial security! Yay! ... I bet they think I work too slow and find someone else.
My poetry collection is now out for $0.99 on Kindle! Yay! ... but hardly anyone reads poetry anymore, what's the point?
I've got these awesome ideas for my next novel! Yay! ... bet I'll never write it.
I just updated my website! Yay! ... bet no-one even looks at it.
I've got these amazing and supportive blog followers and friends! Yay! ... bet they're getting sick of me.
YIKES! These thoughts are pretty over-the-top, no? I love my life. Why aren't I lapping it up?
Okay ... I need to drink some happy thoughts juice. *off to seek happy thoughts juice so I don't hit the delete button and remove this post ...*